Thursday, May 25, 2006
[*fR.aGiL.itY*] ...as i grow up ... things become clearer to me ... what life really is ... the good and the bad ... now, it seems that your small little actions can lead to a bigger repercussion ... every one of our action can create a big impact ... but we never seem to know this fact ... till now ...
as days go by … the realization of reality sets in … the once innocent world becomes a different one as we grow … knowing new things … the world appears to be demanding things from us each day … and in all these stress and pressure … some of us crumble … we seek different methods of recovery … many of us, through our believes … some, a crystal ball or fortune tellers … but whatever it may be … it is clear that we cannot do without believing in something …
I wish at times … that God would take me home … this world has become too much of a place for me to handle … too many times where your trust is betrayed … where expectations of various people are too much for you … where … despite countless times when you tell yourself that you’re gonna get it right for God … but in the end … only to fall and not getting it right …
Life is really full of ups and downs … but the thing is you can never predict when you’re gonna fall … I guess this is the test the God has in place for all Christians … to just simply have faith in Him … despite the many setbacks that you’re bound to face … just to have that child-like faith …
People are not perfect … but we somehow always have an idealistic image of the people around us … of the future that is unveiling before us each day … I guess this is part of our human nature … and no matter how hard we try … we can never remove this part of us … but only … to be able to conquer it … with the strength of God … yup …
Life … is really fragile … and we’ll never ever know what will ever happen till it comes … we never cherish the things we have … feel the urgency to do the things that we must … till it’s almost too late …
My prayer for this week … is for us to have the faith that God hopes for us to possess … may we not do things to hurt Him … in all the things that we do … may His love flow from our lives to the people around us …
Love always,
Cheryn …
posted at 5/25/2006 08:43:00 pm
